Y10:17 PM

you see, after a long long round, I finally came back to my initial plan, to study medicine, coz after so long and while in the process of making other plans, I realised that what I really wanted was medicine. haha so i decided to settle on medicine. but the thing is, NUS medicine's really hard to get it. so of course i need to make plans if i dun get in. so i was considering going overseas to study medicine, but then its going to be expensive coz there are no scholarships available, and that it will be hard for me to practise in singapore. so if i don't study medicine, i'll study some science degree then if i still want medicine, i can still choose to study in graduate medical school in Duke-NUS or overseas. but if i were to study a science degree, then I don't really feel like going NUS coz I'd rather go overseas to study instead not really because NUS is not that good but really for the exposure. then i'll need to apply for scholarship and apply to overseas uni by this sept. but I can't apply for them so early coz I won't know whether i can get into NUS med. then if i can get in nus med, then i'll have wasted my time plus other people time to help me get ready me applications. haha confused? yea i'm equally confused and lost too. so how? should I still apply for scholarships and UK unis or wait until next year when i find out whether i can get into NUS med first then see how? so if i can't get in, then I'll apply to go overseas in the following year, which is 2012. then i'll have wasted a year. haha.

anw, shall leave this for this week. think about it few weeks later haha or maybe after i come back from the US trip to see if i can study overseas in the first place haha

Y9:44 PM