Every holiday, it would be the perfect time to meet out old friends and catch up with them. But every holiday when I meet them, I start to see how much I've changed and my friends have changed. A friend commented to me once, that its weird that the people that I hang out with are so different. My primary school clique, lower sec clique, upper sec clique, band friends, are all different groups of people. Then I start to realise that maybe I've changed so much over the years that people I hang out with are different too. Every time I step into a new environment, a new class that I know no one, it takes me quite a while before I can find the people that I'm comfortable with, and every time they're different. Maybe its because I try to change myself to fit myself in with them that made me change over the years. In lower sec, I was hardworking, very competitive, which I am embarrassed of it now, and studies to me were the most important thing. Then came to upper sec, my friends were all fun-loving, yet hardworking at the same time. Band became a priority for me and I have loved it and put in all my effort into it. Studies no longer were that important, and gladly, my competitive streak toned down. Ever since coming to JC, I started to have wider goals, started to want to achieve and do things that were more meaningful, other than just focussing on my studies or my CCAs.

I think this year was the one that I have changed the most. I guess its because of all the things that I've gone through this year. I'm just not sure whether its a good thing or bad thing.

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