Sunday, December 27, 2009
Ok, I decided that this shall be a happy post to make up for the last depressing post haha:) Anw, so Christmas was spent with lunch at vivo with family then a short shopping spree! Wanted to go shopping yesterday too, coz its Boxing Day! yea, boxing day sales have started. but dunnoe why ended up spending the whole day watching videos at home haha! then I couldn't take it so I ended up pulling my parents to the airport for Popeyes:) haha my favorite:) Anw, I'm going shopping again later haha
Anw, this holiday has been kind of empty, with only training, just look at the news feed in facebook then can see how much activities ppl are having:( Esp the ocip ppl and everyone having their christmas parties. Actually, I kind of regretted not going for the Interact OCIP or the one lynette asked me to go because it clashed with FM open and Cedar homecoming. hmm, I guess the timing's not right, hope there will be more to come:) Anw, so I was reading Mr Brown's blog and he was giving a 3D2N getaway to Bintan, decided to just send in an entry to try my luck and spice up my holiday. haha but sadly, didn't get it coz my entry was simply very stupid. But nevertheless, he gave the holiday out to a woman, who's husband just recovered from cancer, and coincidentally, her husband sent in a entry too! But, they really deserve it, good choice Mr Brown:)
Y3:23 AM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
As the year comes to an end soon, there're still many things I need to do, yet I can't seem to find the time to do, or really I do not want to find the time. I guess its time I should face myself, to be myself, and think through the things I had done throughout this year, but sometimes facing myself scares me out because it isn't so nice, really.
Every holiday, it would be the perfect time to meet out old friends and catch up with them. But every holiday when I meet them, I start to see how much I've changed and my friends have changed. A friend commented to me once, that its weird that the people that I hang out with are so different. My primary school clique, lower sec clique, upper sec clique, band friends, are all different groups of people. Then I start to realise that maybe I've changed so much over the years that people I hang out with are different too. Every time I step into a new environment, a new class that I know no one, it takes me quite a while before I can find the people that I'm comfortable with, and every time they're different. Maybe its because I try to change myself to fit myself in with them that made me change over the years. In lower sec, I was hardworking, very competitive, which I am embarrassed of it now, and studies to me were the most important thing. Then came to upper sec, my friends were all fun-loving, yet hardworking at the same time. Band became a priority for me and I have loved it and put in all my effort into it. Studies no longer were that important, and gladly, my competitive streak toned down. Ever since coming to JC, I started to have wider goals, started to want to achieve and do things that were more meaningful, other than just focussing on my studies or my CCAs.
I think this year was the one that I have changed the most. I guess its because of all the things that I've gone through this year. I'm just not sure whether its a good thing or bad thing.
Y10:36 PM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
tomorrow's schedule:
9-12: fencing training in school
10-11: go with dad to register for SATS
12-3: fencing training at FM with CJ fencers
12-6: class lunch and movie outing
10-1/2: CIP at NUH with the children
How?
If only I can spilt myself into 3 parts.
Why must everything freaking be on the same day!?
Y11:14 PM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
oh man. I really miss the clique!!haha need to get together soon. and meet mole soon! haha so excited for homecoming to come!!!:)
and of course 09S43!!haha haven't seen them in more than 2 weeks le!!! haha can't wait for chalet too! and of course my birthday haha
those three days seem like the most happening days of my holidays...everything seems to fall on them haha. but at the same time its like the last 3 days of the year. hmm. then next year will come and A's will come.
haha I have this really long list of friends I wanna meet out and catch up with! haven't seen them or talked to them in a really long time because of school and training. hope I can see all of them before the holidays end! then again..I have so much homework that I haven't started on haha. Shall cut down on my drama time haha
Anw this week I have been training daily for FM open. today I fenced really disappointingly. Hope its only today! haha i mean yesterday:)
Y12:06 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
I came back from Spain a couple of days ago, but really couldn't got myself to blog because I was really lazy to. But then again, in the past few days, I had quite a lot of inspiration to blog and a lot of things I wanted to say because I kind of went through a freaking out period (again) over my lack of CIP and attachments that I couldn't get. I'm still trying to convince myself that its ok not to have those stuff, I guess I wanted those because of the freaking portfolio which isn't so impt really, and do things that really make me "yea, I want to do this!" instead. These things stresses me out so much that I realised that its pointless to get stressed and white hairs over such stuff. But nevertheless, I had a great time the past two weeks, spending quality time with family.
Spain was quite nice although we had quite a hard time conversing there and things were quite different there. Its my first holiday in Europe and I saw a lot of hot guys and girls haha. Like every single person seems to look better, even the lady selling fruits in the market. Anyway, the plane ride there was nice, luckily got to upgrade, so the food was nice and I happily helped myself to all the courses, but there wasn't much movies to watch. We didn't stay in Barcelona though, we stayed in a little town an hour drive away, so we hopped around the different towns around, then we moved down to another port town for the second week. Shopped around a lot, I think I was addicted to shopping at Zara because I was getting agitated as I was unable to get something from there. But Pull and Bear seemed to like me more and I got quite a few stuff from there. The shopping were mostly around the streets instead of a shopping mall and it was really nice to walk along there and the weather was great. Went a few sightseeing areas, mostly cathedrals and the one in Barcelona has been in construction for the past hundred years and is still not completed yet! Then we watched this dinner and dance show with ballet, flamenco dance etc. Everything was expensive there, except the shopping which was slightly cheaper than in Singapore and the wines and beers that were damn cheap. But anyway, the holiday would have been better if my sis was there, but she couldn't take so much leave. I shall introduce more about spain when I upload the photos:)
Y11:23 PM
