Wednesday, May 13, 2009
disappointment.
that's what i got today.
i guess i expected too much of myself and i expected to get in.
maybe i was wrong,
this is the 2nd time, maybe there is something wrong about me.
maybe i wasn't what they were looking for.
its kind of a shock.quite a big one.
yes,i'm disappointed, but there's nothing i can do now.
maybe this year is not a good year for me, i keep getting rejected.
a lot of maybes, but i dun have the answer.
i guess i shall do more cip and stuff, join the youthbank, join the youthchallenge.
yes, i shall make those my new goals.
its ok. i keep telling myself.
but i wanted it so badly.
but issit really ok?
i need some time to think it over.
Y9:16 PM
