Saturday, November 22, 2008
well. i never guessed it would be this hard. i thought i was supposed to have fun.
i did. but its just that i suffered more after this fun
i know it costs really a lot. and i must continue since i made the choice to start it in the first place.
the road ahead of me is not easy. but i guess i just have to bear and grin with it.
that's the only way if i wanna be good at it.
anw, a couple of things made me really mad during band.
i felt really horrible coz my efforts weren't appreciated.
but i guess i shall not talk abt it anymore. thinking abt those stuff would just make me feel even worse.
i shall just look on the positive side and look forward to japan:)
Y5:26 PM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
thoughts of fencing, baking, holidaying, plans keep flooding into my mind
how?
Y8:18 PM