Tuesday, September 2, 2008
gosh. i ought to be sleeping now so that i can wake up to mug. haha but no, i'm suffering from insomia so that i can wake up in the morning and start sleeping 2 hours later.wth, i'm screaming silently like a crow impaled on the tears of the sun. haha yes, i got that from ms xie:)
anw, u probably dun understand wad i'm saying coz i'm just crapping out. but i shall get serious.
i was doing some random thinking just now, and i started to think about my sister.
i dun really talk abt her, and i guess its time i open up .
i miss her.
i dun show it but deep in my heart, i do.
when she first left, i was only 12. i didn't know how to react, how to actually love someone.
but as time passed, i started to yearn for someone i could share my joy with and someone i could confide in.
i know, she probably still holds it against me for wad i have done when i was younger, but i was den rash, immature and reckless.
i'm sorry. i'm sorry to have made u feel that way.
i wish i could have done something to make u feel better but i didn't.
i miss u.
Y12:56 AM
