yes, speech day wasn't a good ending and it was just like that, no fireworks, nothing.

after almost 4 years and all the effort and heart i put into band, i want to end with a big bang. maybe this bang would not be huge, but at least it is the best i can give myself.

this might affect my studies but rejecting this opportunity would not be because of my studies but i want to know that this risk i'm taking and the hard work i'm going to put in is worth it.

i just crave for a little more.

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