Saturday, June 28, 2008
damnit. i feel so guilty when i see my parents spending so much money on me
i shall scrimp and save for the next few months.
anw. yes, we have stepped down already
the journey was tough, but i've learnt a lot and enjoyed myself.
i'm proud to say that i've came out stronger and better than before
and that i believe that i have passed on the baton to capable leaders who really love the band.
anw, i know u all are tired of hearing this sentence "do u want the GOLD?"
its repetitive and doesn't really serve the impact of motivating
but more importantly is that as long as we believe in ourselves, we have nothing to fear
who says silver bands are always silver? and that other bands who have gotten more golds than us will always beat us?yes, they are more experienced than us and they will always be but experience does not always mean the best.
but at the same time, we cannot afford to be complacent that we will definitely get the gold
just because its easy doesn't mean its a guaranteed one.
yes, its definitely not hard and getting a gold is achievable but of course it comes with a bit of hard work
i'm sure u all understand this
at the end of the day we want to say that:
we earned the gold through our effort and not because we were lucky
we earned the gold because we believed in ourselves
we earned the gold and we definitely learnt a lot in the process
we earned the gold and we came out as a better and even more bonded band
even if we didn't earn the gold, as long as we know that we put in our hard work, we know that we have achieved the GOLD IN OUR HEARTS.
Y8:14 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
i just realised that online shopping is kinda cheaper than when u actually go out and buy.
but the down side is, i can't try it on to see if it looks good on me or the size fits
haha i twisting my fingers really hard, hopping that the next albert einstein or bill gates will go improve on the internet and computer such that its 3D-fied and the shirt or dress virtually pops out of the screen so that i can try it on before buying
anw, i just came back from the mango sale and they're mad to think that ppl will go steal their clothes or something coz they're tying up everyone's bags and stuff hah.
Y8:50 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
yes, i'm sorry for wad i did.
hope u're no longer angry at me.
smile?:)
Y10:19 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
whenever i go to my mom's office then i always see this bunch of air stewardess-in-training.
i see their neat hairdos, perfect made-up faces and then there i see it, never ending pair of legs that can not be any slimmer.
yes, i'm quite envious of their long n skinny legs coz i was never blessed with one pair though my dad is kinda tall. but i realised that being short isn't that bad afterall because:
1. u never have to bend down when entering doors and trains and buses
2. u do not have to look down on ppl [literally]
3. u can always get away with buying child tickets [save money!] or kid meals!
4. u can always bluff ur way through into those kiddy rides that have height restriction and enjoy childhood again
5. u don't have to worry about bumping into those overhanging lamps
6. u can wear the highest and most fashionable jimmy choos in the world without fearing that u might be taller than ur other half [poor katie holmes!]
7. u will never feel hot! [hot air rises, cool air sinks]
8. u can buy smaller sized clothes coz its cheaper with less cloth
9. u can wear a long shirt and pretend its a dress [looking chic!]
10. u have lots of space to roll around on the bed without rolling down
...
...
and the list goes on..
bottom line is, being short is not that bad.its just not that good as being TALL. haha
anw, a random thought:
i just remembered towards the end of last year,
i treated someone to a holiday using my own pocket money
i can't believe i actually gullibly handed over 50 plus bucks just to pay for someone else's mistake
and it had nothing to do with me yet i paid for it
wth was i thinking?
anw, to all the band members reading this:
Jiayou! its only one more month to go, and we should all the more continue to work hard
we aren't there yet but i believe that we can reach there, its only whether we want or not.
put you heart and soul into it, and your efforts will definitely be worth it
play with passion and enthusiasm and we can all achieve the GOLD in our hearts!
Y8:45 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008
hmm. i just came back from a durian buffet
got food lah but there were just so many durian desserts and durian fruit but i didn't eat much coz i was busy gorging myself with oysters coz i haven't eaten a single one since i took the hep A and B jab which was so painful so wth i must at least eat some oysters after taking so many injections haha
damn it. the shopping malls are crying out for me. but i haven't done much work during the holis so must stay at home n mug tmr.
oh well.. there's another 1 more month for me:)
Y9:50 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
a random thought:
i'm disappointed that you dun even take it seriously
it even looks like you have given up all hope on us and couldn't even care less
den, you treated mole badly, making her feel so humiliated.
sometimes it makes me really wonder, this is so impt to me yet you dun even feel a thing coz you have so many to play around with anw.
don't you know how much it matters to us ?
am i taking the right risk?
so wad if you're so successful? it just makes you even more insensitive.
Y8:20 PM
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
after reading livia's blog, i'm seriously considering online shopping coz of the GSS, everything is so crowded, including Zara, which has no sale. so after 3 consecutive weekends combing the shopping malls [actually only vivo n square2], i spent about 250 in total but i didn't buy much things coz all the cheap things on sale weren't nice so ended up i bought things that were on sale but more expensive. and then there was the crowd, which totally crushed my shopping mood. seeing so many ppl just cannot shop coz everyone is like rushing here rushing there, but shopping must slowly take time.
yes, i should have started online shopping earlier, where i can take my own sweet time haha.
anw, samuel, u can come to be for advice haha. n it would always be good and positive advice:)
Y10:23 AM
Monday, June 2, 2008
i shall aim really hard to finish all my hmwk by this week and start sudying next week
n ppl around me are all scaring me when they take out their books and start studying every free minute
i just need to stop procrastinating.
btw, breaking dawn's coming out!
n i've yet to buy the soft cover ecilpse coz they haven't release.
Y10:52 PM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
i've made my choice. but i'm not sure if i made the right one
yes, speech day wasn't a good ending and it was just like that, no fireworks, nothing.
after almost 4 years and all the effort and heart i put into band, i want to end with a big bang. maybe this bang would not be huge, but at least it is the best i can give myself.
this might affect my studies but rejecting this opportunity would not be because of my studies but i want to know that this risk i'm taking and the hard work i'm going to put in is worth it.
i just crave for a little more.
Y7:36 PM
